OMG NAG-POST AKO...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY allslashedout and mithas!!!

Rock on people.



Currently sorting online stuff. It may take a while to post again.

Buhay pa ako.

It's a Sunday. And while I'm sorting through 2500 e-mails from my yahoo account, I checked my LJ. Still damned lazy to do anything.

Coz I'm catching up on house. My damn Rogue Galaxy game froze mid-game. I need it replaced. And Grim Grimoire's not working. Woe! I wanted to play that game, but no, it won't work.

So I'll be playing Persona 3.

After watching House Season 1 (thanks Marianne!)

I haven't touched my PS 2 for quite a while because of my schedule. It's a good thing that I've finished FFXII weeks before. I still have no net connection at home.

Yhey're entertaining and challenging at the same time.

challenging coz it's in japanese. entertaining coz it's fun. deciding which guy you want to end up with and getting him. plus the stories are fun. we're still awake. chika and i are playing 'hoshi no furudoki'.

and we were laughing at the characters' different styles of testifying they're love to 'us'. kakaiba.

ang saya. the game's a good buffer after finishing 'kuon'. chika had to change the game, otherwise i won't stop playing surogoki. it's addicting.

of the other otome games i played, 'angelique' and 'tokimeki memorial: boys ed' takes the cake. for 'angelique' you save the world while dating. 'tokimeki' had chika laughing. i was hell-bent on getting the character koyasu takehito was voicing - the 2nd hardest character to end up with - that it was already summer in the game and my character was still wearing winter clothes! and i have to be in the music band.

going back to the game.

rhapsodia's fun too....

i think this is not a coherent post. i need to sleep....

Happy Birthday Rotch!!! I just had time to post tonight and I will be gone again in a few.

Neways, been playing OZ and it kicks ass!!! Great stress-reliever. I was laughing my head off playingWe Love Katamari and now I'm back playing DDS because DS2 is coming out soon.

And so I leave again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARM!!! LUV YOU!!!!

you're probably asleep but i'm greeting you anyway XD

Fatal Frame 3: Shisei no Koe/The Tormented was fun!!! It was great!!! Cool!!! I nearly lost my voice screaming.

Trying to change my lj layout colors but I'm too lazy. Must be because I overslept. And work starts in 15 minutes!

I can't wait for sunday...

i was sooo going to take a bath but then that ivy song played (lucy doesn't love you). listened to it and the thought that came into my head was: "ah, unrequited love... so painful"

"Lucy doesn't love you.
Not like you want her to.
Some dreams don't come true.
Lucy doesn't love you.
No, she doesn't love you "

the song has a good dreamy beat to it. parang feel good, but no. stabs you in the heart when you hear it at the wrong place at the right time.

right. now that the song is over i'll be listening to FPM and their kinky songs.

on to the bath.

i lost my cellphone so you guys can't contact me and i can't contact you.

but i'll be checking my mail every night... so you can reach me through there.

when you think things won't get any worse.

sira na naman ang cd drive ko. why? this is the 2nd time already *is pissed at computer*

L.V. called again. they want to meet with me at their branch sa makati this friday. wish me luck.

and the 1st draft of my thesis is due next friday.

watch me die.

SA TAONG SINABIHAN NA BATO ANG PUSO NIYA:

HINDI BATO ANG PUSO MO.

MUSCLE SIYA.

*welcome to the jungle!*

it will be almost a week after i had a really, really severe asthma-allergy attack after contracting tonsillitis simply because my body couldn't stand the weather.

it started tuesday night. i went to bed early since i sensed my tonsils were kinda raw and the weather that day was shifting from sunny bright to bleary rainy.

woke up the next day with tonsillitis, but it was still tolerable.

woke up on wednesday with a feeling that if i don't throw up, i will not feel any better nor breathe any easier. i threw up. i felt better. i breathed easier.

AND watched marimite to my heart's content. i love you, chibicharm!!! sei!!!! sei!!! SEI!!!

thursday i was feeling better. oh, i was already taking medication. standard antibiotics. i checked with mom. so i went with my roommate to cubao. she went christmas shopping, i went table-hunting. by three in the afternoon we were all done. as we hailed a cab i felt my chest a teeeny bit painful and my asthma a bit more severe. good thing cabs are air-conditioned now so i was able to breath easier. i went home and rested a bit.

thursday night, while my roommate was sound asleep, i couldn't sleep because of my asthma. i can't lie down flat. i couldn't breathe. i can't lie on the either side bacause it's the same thing. so i pile ALL my pillows one after the other lied down and tried to sleep.

i couldn't. it was so heard to breathe. i was coughing and sneezing at the same time. and my chest was really really painful. i don't know how i survived that night. i have a very high tolerance to pain so when i say it hurts, it darn hurts.

so my chest pains were really really painful.

i think i slept for a bit. i woke up at 5am. i couldn't take the pain anymore so i got up and went to the kitchen to boil some water. i collapsed on the kitchen floor. i think it must be because i didn't really sleep the night before and my chest was hurting and my asthma was so severe. one of my rommates woke up at around 6 i think (she works in a bank in makati) and saw me on the floor, screamed woke my other roommate, saying "wake up! M's on the kitchen floor!" i heard her. i just can't move yet.

they helped me up, asked if i was alright, how long was i there (geez, like i'd know) led me to my bed. i wanted to buy medicine that friday morning bacause i ran out. my roommate left makati, but my other roommate stayed at home since it's her day off. she offered to buy the medicines for me later. i thanked her and fell asleep.

later i woke up. my roommate came back from the drugstore with the meds. but she put it on the table in the dining room. then she told me if i'm going to be ok, (would i be?) left coz she's going to see bridget jones 2 with a friend.

how the hell will i get the medicines from the table. i could barely move. i texted my mom who texted a cousin who was here in manila for a few days to check on me. she was worried, my cousin was worried. hell i was worried 'cause i was alone in a coughing fit with chest pains and breathing problems. cousin came, fed me soup. left when my roommate came back leter in the evening. by that time, i was feeling a little better.

i texted my mom that my cousin already left since my roommate was back. she replied, "Buti na lang naabutan ka pa niyang buhay diyan."

oo nga. buti nga.

the price to pay for living alone in manila, away from family. that thursday night with the storm and the power outage, one of the worse days of my life, i thought, 'i want to go home. i want my mom.'

i feel a lot better now, but i still have my asthma. the chest pains' gone. but i can't over-exert myself yet.

i can type now, see?

You are 87% Sagittarius

i rarely post an entry nowadays, but i do read all my friends' posts.

i just had to take this test. just in time for next week.

and i thought that changing my lj colors would inspire me to write more.

not. especilly this early in the morning.

woke up to the check the fridge. we decided that it was high time to defrost it. we couldn't cloe the freezer compartment door anymore. talk about lazy.

and priorities.

anyway, i had to wake up to check that all the ice won't melt to the floor because that would mean me cleaning and mopping way way early.

now i'm eating soup. my stoamch was complaining and i'm happy to indulge it with something warm.

tangina, malapit na pasko! malamig na sa umaga.

at yes, baka hindi na naman ako makauwi for the holidays. *sniffs*

ay, galit ako.

heto'ng sa yo!

walang kokontra. akin ang kantang ito!

tanginang shet.

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Is it 'cos I'm cool
Why you dress like me is it honesty or you just a fool
Is it 'cos I'm cool
Why the school kids laugh cause the papers got it wrong again
Is it 'cos I'm cool
Take a piece of me serve me up on a plate in your restaurant

Is it 'cos I'm fly
'Cos I said what I said when I said what I said but I didn't say
Is it 'cos I'm hip
Why you dig my shit and you say I am a fan now I understand
Is it 'cos I'm hot
Why you mention me in your V.I.P memories

I ain't buying or selling today
I'm just looking around
For some decent conversation
No hidden agenda
No phony pretender
No holding on out for no sweet sixteen
Or peppermint dream
I'll call you please don't call me

Is it 'cos I'm Smart
Why you break my heart with the lies you tell baby kiss and tell
Is it 'cos I'm wrong
That you jump right in with no discipline baby sink or swim
Is it 'cos we're friends why you use my name just to entertain yeah

Time keeps ticking and running away
And It's taking us fast to a brand new free dimension
Too cool to mention well that's the intention
But some of us too dame blind to see
It's setting us free
To say goodbye to jealousy

Is it 'cos I'm cool
Is it 'cos I'm cool

i am having problems with my spelling. must be because i need to sleep. now.

made jell-o again. in between writing a 7-page paper due tomorrow, i kept opening the ref to check if it's all cold and ok to eat.

red stained-glass window.

i think i'll eat it tomorrow.

thesis adviser rejected my outline. hoorah!

i'll go hang myself now.

watch me pull an all-nighter XD

i've been up since 4:59am.

haven't had time to read my frineds' lj post so i took time now before i go to school to browse.

TIN: YES, M WANTS THE ELEPHANT ALONG WITH THE TAMIL. good that you're teaching him tagalog. that i way, i won't have much of a problem communcating with him. Now, if you're ALSO teaching the elephant tagalog....

classes start at ten. i still have a few more hours to spare. maybe i should sleep. again. took a bath as soon as i woke up, so i won't have to rush later XD

hmmm... why not?

a friend of mine once asked me, since i only have a class (aside from thesis) this semester, how much time do i spend on classes everyday.

me: hmmm.... classes start and ten and end at eleven-thirty.
friend: so, that's an hour and a half per day, monday and thursdays only, right?
me: no, just an hour.
friend: ...M, the hours don't add up.
me: they're not suppose to.


M, ang dakilang late.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIBICHARM!!!

mwah! mahal kita!

TIN!!!

i know you're looking for me! i read you offline messages from y!m.

pick up your phone, dangit! i've been calling you all afternoon!

anyone catching tin online later, please, please, please, please tell her to contact me? i will greatly appreciate it. i will kiss the ground you tread on, so to speak. thank you. ^_____^

and TIN!!! don't keep that tamil from me! i know he's with you, i know he is! and the elephant too!


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point is i'm desperately trying to reach her.

and i'm also extending my love to my friends. been a while since i posted.

i don't get sleep on tuesday nights. i think that's reason enough.